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To see change; I must be the cause.

I… Have alot to be thankful, grateful & basically blessed for. I may not have alot of money, but I have a job. I have 2 wonderful MEN, who love and wants nothing more than to provide for me…

My family, we might be divided now, but we’re accomplishing SO much apart. In that I think life is pushing our limits; boundaries, to places we’ve individually never been before.

It’s a learning curve. And I need to embrace it, love it or get left behind. I believe I have too much to offer this world to give up on myself now..

The art of wanting more for yourself. We’ve been taught to want more, or to say the the least; earn more. Although we’ve seen from history the repercussions of these desires. For a few on a grandiose, totally (extreme), somewhat unrelated scale; Napoleon Bonaparte, Hitler, Ghengis Khan… Albeit my topic isn’t directly linked to war or gaining power by a long shot. It has a whole lot more to do with mentality, that drive; to pursuing and accomplishing a dream, a thought, an “epiphany”. Now obviously the examples above aren’t great, and of course their “victories”, short lived (as they should be).

With that being said I’m pretty sure psych majors will have a field day. Personally I believe that, that particular drive separates, the doers from the pretenders if one will.

Doing; having a plan of action, forethought and measures
Pretending; day dreaming, lack of follow through

Winning the battle is key, although the road one takes and mistakes made, is what makes the fight worth while.

#goals #ambition #toomuch? #politico

You know what I just realized? That I’m not some wanna-be hipster, writing about the latest thing in social media or coffee house. That I’ am the type-to-write, only when I feel likes it. Yes I wrote that all kinds of wrong, and maybe I’ am the typical 20-something girl, with a lot to lose and gain, aaand that’s just how it works.

As much as I’d like to gain something from this, I just happen to lose my head a lot in the process of living, that hey, here is where I purposely intended to write my thoughts. Regardless if, others actually read it!

I know that in today’s society, expecting a reaction is kind of …. Well, expected. Tell me; when has someone done anything just for themselves? You know and NOT have some unsurmountable, expectation?

#justwondering #foodforthought #justalittleslow

Dreams, hopes, inspiration…
Whatever you want up call it; it’s for yourself … Fulfillment. I believe, I have an excess of that. I believe I’m capable if so much. Rather I feel like I’m wasting time, precious time, if I don’t take or do the “right”, thing/major/ choices.

Why do I feel that? Idk. Although my job does offer free mental health. Of course I have my suspicions, that they’re only doing that, just to sneak a peek into my life… Ugh, dad you’ve trained me well

& he will never know, the pain of letting a bright future go. Not because I don’t want it, but because I’m a selfish little prick, that puts herself first; always 😰